You wanted borders
limits and examples
a place where blood can flow quietly
from your scales that reflect steam
the loose finger, the left one
so that he is his place too
so that he can press without fearing to make pain
and yet you asked pain with your mouth
and I gave pain with my mouth
and you screamed pain
falling from the edge of the lips
unseized
the fringe
of mystery
that you have left carried
by your words
I noticed
that you did not like pain
when I saw you insensitive
to it
I saw you customary
the warming the pain
the making it transparent all at once
with an eye that translates nothing
that’s it yes
with an eye that deletes
sees through
the fingers too close to the face
you asked me structure
so the original structure
original structure is someone
who built for you
to live inside the walls
and I saw
built around you
the walls of pain
grey
browns
cement
brick
placed one after the other
I see, the spatula hit
on irregular mortar
I saw you believe
to have to do
because in pain always do
one must calm down
in peace
one must just live
I saw you believe
that you had no place
outside of pain
because you just believed
to be able to calm the crying
you were there for that
but without crying
who are you?
you are nothing
exactly
you are nothing
the exact nothing
and you can be whoever you want to be
this great precipice
that swears to have teeth
because of bitten mouths
to make their nothing silent
I have no structure other than the one we weave from a fragile thread together
no walls
sorry
we flow blood because we are women
and there is no fear to have
my hands receive you
whole
and lift you above the limits of our epidermis
which conjugates
our epidermis
conjugates to the superfluity of life.
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